Caku has no idea what she's doing with her life
I dunno if anyone is gunna read this, but I felt like here would be a good place to just vent and let off some steam.
So I went to University for one semester. In High School I was in the school's Engineering Academy, and thought maybe I'd like to do that with my life. College changed that. I thought maybe History, but that'd most likely mean I wouldn't have my degree until I'm 30. So now I sit around my parent's house, read manga, build models, play games, and work retail at a general store.
Honestly, part of me wouldn't be... overly upset if that became my life. Another part of me feels like I'd be failing everyone around me. So I really, really don't know.
I used to be a big part of the GreyGoo community (an RTS that released bout a year ago), hosting tournaments and commentating replays. I actually have the devs added on skype. Been thinking of asking them questions about what it'd take to be part of the PR team.
For the moment, I don't know at all, and while I was upset (and honestly nearly-suicidal) when I dropped out, at the moment I'm not terribly upset with how my life is going. So for now I guess I'll be hanging around home, laughing at dumb 4-komas and getting my excessive amount of models finished. Now that'd be a miracle.
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